Wednesday, March 2, 2011

I'll NEVER hurt you again..



Cold air was blowing through the window of my bedroom, my body was feeling numb, and my skin was cold; as if I’ve been dead for a long time. I opened my eyes reluctantly, stepped out of my bed, it was dawn. I closed the window and got into my bed again. Slipping into my blanket, i picked up my cellphone and dialed a number, "The idea customer you’re calling has switched off the mobile phone."
I closed my eyes, and maybe a couple of droplets trickled down my cheeks. I spread my palms, not allowing them to fall down on the ground. Her voice echoed in my mind, “Never let your tears fall on the ground, neither this earth is strong enough to bear its pain, nor i am."
I was missing that one person so much. The previous night hadn't been so good for me and for her either. We had a few arguments and finally i hung up. I opened a diary and started reading through the lines. As i flipped through those pages, i realized more and more, how wrong i had been.
Her caring voice echoed in my mind again, “Please open and read this diary, before you start thinking i have stopped loving you, ever. This is my personal diary, I never thought i would give you this, but... i don’t know..." As i went through each and every line, i realized how much she loves me, and how much pain she had endured; just to make my wishes come true. Each and every page made me feel what she feels for me. Finally a poem, ending with "I am always with you. Never let you go."
That moment, that particular moment i wanted to run to her, and hug her so tight that i won’t have to leave her ever. That day i decided I’ll never hurt her, ever again. This time, I called her again and her phone started ringing.
She picked up the call. Before she could say anything, i finished saying,” I love you, and i won't hurt you ever again. Please don't be angry at me." in one breath.
She took a deep breath and said,” Was i angry at you? I didn't know that!"

26 comments:

  1. Oh!
    That's so sweet :)
    As soon as we realize our mistake we make less chances of making something blunt!

    Nice read...
    Keep Blogging :)

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  2. @Simran :) Thank you so much. and what you said is so true :) Thank god i realized so soon :)

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  3. wow. I like it. I remember someone. haha. :)

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  4. @MA FAYE LIANA And who is it?? ;)

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  5. I lived it for that one moment!! :)

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  6. @Jenny :D :D I wont thank you :P

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  7. As usual Sumit..amazing me..making me think..making me think about my aspects on love,life..relationships..my respect for you as a writer was there..and now as a human being..

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  8. really when u r in love u are always ready to bow down to that very special person everytime, everywhere to keep ur world beautiful.

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  9. May you always be this happy and so much in love that nothing hurts you both. Sorry is a very powerful word.

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  10. Your poems reflect your sensitivity and that makes them so special and beautiful. Keep writing Sumit. Look forward to your posts always.

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  11. @Alpana :) Thank you for all the sweet words :)

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  12. @Sancheeta :D Thank you so much, and yes it is :D

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  13. @Sulekha You are always there for my posts :D isn't it?

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  14. @Rimly Thank you so much for the sweet wishes <3

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  15. Even I lived it for a moment.....♥ is sweet :D

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  16. @Abhishek da :) Thanks a lot, you guys motivate me so much :)

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  17. Oh thank god for the happy ending - i would have been so mad at you for your decision otherwise : ) LOL. Good writing ...

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  18. Its incredibly melancholic and sweet bro!

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  19. apne xperiences pe ek book likh de, bahut bikegi!!!

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  20. @Akku Yaar, sahi bol raha hai ya mazak bana raha hai samajh nai aaraha ;)

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  21. heyy...i love what you write...each and every time...!!

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  22. Thanks a lot :) :) feels nice to be appriciated :)

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  23. geez... if it's something written from the heart... then it becomes more powerful...

    i really liked it sumit... sounds familiar;)... something i said to my love...

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